Saturday, March 11, 2006


hmm while waiting for the fish to cook,i shall blog.
^o^oh n
sakito's been really dreamy nowadays.
DX
ah well..
im feeling pretty confused and stressed too.
guess that explains the omg im gona puke feeling and loss of appetite.
im bored at home.
i need to maple.
but theres no one online to talk to me too?
OH NO.
everyone's going their different ways now.
most of them are in jc.
makes me think back.
Should i have opted to go for a jc?
but i already told kaori i'd have no regrets.
since i got into apparel design and merchendising,i should just put my best effort in it.
100%.
momma gave me a serious talk.
shes making me confused.
like she told me to appeal then she changed her mind and said nevermind.
at 2am the day AFTER the mass appeal,she woke up and said "can you go appeal for tourism?"
i guess she is only looking after me as a mother should.
she scolded me for not consulting her about my choices.
but where was she when i needed her the most?
the choices i made were entirely my own.
mom you didnt even offer to help,
hell i dont think you were even home.
thanks.
now that THAT is off my mind,i still have another feeling.
i cant tell what it is.
i should go ask regina.
she'll understand :D
ok the fish should be cooked now.
i'll blog soon again! <3

Tara went mad at 7:00 PM