Saturday, January 28, 2006


rants:warning if you dont like me,please fuck off now..


its chinese new year once again.
the time of each year that i severly dread.
sure its fun to most people to go visiting and socialising with relatives.
to meet up and chat the day away,doesnt it sound like bliss?
RIGHT.
todays the steamboat dinner.
everyone in this household of mine is going to be sitting around.
plus its the brother's birthday today.
the parents treat him so nicely.
hes free to go out and not do any cleaning.
he doesnt get screams from the mother about untidiness.
he gets perfect treatment without any scolding from the parents.
while I just got screamed at by my mother.
just because she didnt see the dog's puke on the floor and swept it over the house.
i had to clean it up.
just because i didnt take in their stinking clothes,i got screamed at.
just because im stupid.
just because im the youngest daughter.
just because the mother and the sister arent on speaking terms.
living at my house is hell.
everyday,there'd be at least one scolding,if im lucky that is.
i do not feel like having dinner with the family later.
im already so angry and worked up.
they's probably be pampering the brother,the perfect son.
do you have enough food they'd coo.
do you want a drink they'd fawn.
WHATEVR.
i had enough of this shit.
here's wishing to the death of me.
and to the resurrection of the family happiness after i die.
cheers.

Tara went mad at 4:37 PM