Sunday, December 11, 2005


i feel confused.
o's are over,but im still feeling stressed.
maybe because of trouble with certain friends,being isolated,being ignored.
i really dont know.
i thought after o's,it'd be the best time of my life.
turns out im wrong.
i thought i could order sakito,which i can now.*finally! :D yay!*
but i still have to wait.
mumma has given me the go-ahead sign to get paypal already.
so yay.
but maybe i wont and still ask sheril to do it for me.
i really dont know.
i really ought to be elated and all.
i am i truely am.
but then again,theres a niggling feeling of guilt?
like what if i dont do well for my o's?
what if i can only go to ite?
maybe spending such a huge amount on a doll,isnt such a great idea anymore.
i want sakito home.i truely do.
but anyway lets get away from that.
secrets.
we all have our dirty little secrets dont we?
yes well.
thats all i have to say for now.
actually i have plenty more to say but i dont think its really appropiate.
maybe i should get a private lj.
where i can rant all i want without people reading.
yeah thats all.
bye y'all!
<3

Tara went mad at 12:36 AM