Saturday, August 13, 2005


ok.
at about 10.45 on wednesday.
my grandfather passed away.
his heart was still pumping but he wasnt breathing.
so they removed the oxygen mask.
i saw him take his last breath before i walked down.
he was in his own house.
that day they brought him back home.
he was sturggling so much in the hospital.
he wanted to be home i know it.
at arounf ten we got the call at home.
he wasnt doing very well.
so we rushed over.
we tried calling Gong Gong and my aunts and uncles Ah pa.
almost the whole family was there.
im glad he was smiling when he died.
really i truely am glad.
then came friday.
o level chinese results.
got a d7.
really cried again.
whats with my crying all this time.
not really im the only one in my class who failed chinese.
msged my mom and sis straight away.
wonder why mom didnt scold me.
probably because she wasnt good at chinese last time too.
she had a s8 last time.
wonder whats an s8.
something like and e8?
owells.
this way i might take clb.
the teacher said im actually supposed to take clb anyway.
whatever.
going for the wake later again.
its christian.
my grandparents converted about two years back?
im not really sure.
but i feel they shouldnt hold a christian wake.
but i should not disrespect their wishes.
yep.
well.
going to rest now.
bye bye!

Tara went mad at 1:35 PM