Sunday, July 03, 2005


sorry for the outburst this morning.
i guess i was not happy about all this about going out without me kind.
and it just all.
came out of me.
all my feelings.
i had to say them.
if not.
u'd never know how im feeling.
i hate being treated this way.
*Note to marlz:wasnt really refering to you actually,although i really appreaciate your apology and kind concern.*
yeah.
i dont want to spoil any friendships here
but aren't friends supposed to be there for you?
to have fun with you?
yep.i guess i'll leave you all to ponder about this..
fuck.
the sister is like being MAD.
shes like so moody the whole day.
never talk to me or anything.
wtf.
i don understand.
i really eagerly await going out with regina 2mw.
altho both of us don really hang out besides the time in school,
at least she doesnt leave me out.
dont get me wrong.
i treat sheril as my best friend.
but sometimes.
the way she treats me is..
too much..
but i still love her all the same.
yeah.
forget it.
you'd all never understand how im feeling.
ok yay im gona watch loveless now.
i secretly want that red backless corset that he wore in one picture.
heh maybe i'll do it.
XD
or maybe not.
BYE!

Tara went mad at 6:17 PM