Sunday, July 03, 2005


| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
yea
Tara// Loveless. // says:
right
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v79/kyoru304/hyde.jpg
Tara// Loveless. // says:
so u all go watch movies then nvr ask me?
Tara// Loveless. // says:
sheesh
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v79/kyoru304/ekof.jpg all time fav
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
that was like how long ago tara.....
[Gilbert] Gilbert loves Ruiza. Gilbert and Ruiza forever. 7 months and counting. XD says:
Back ...
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
-__-;;
[Gilbert] Gilbert loves Ruiza. Gilbert and Ruiza forever. 7 months and counting. XD says:
w00t Hyde SEXY thighs
Tara// Loveless. // says:
but u nvr do ask me whenever u all go out
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v79/kyoru304/evilyuki.bmp bwahahaha <==
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
we go out random ly
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
wedun really make plans
Tara// Loveless. // says:
so no mention of tara huh
Tara// Loveless. // says:
thanks so much
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
usually we go for dinners
[Gilbert] Gilbert loves Ruiza. Gilbert and Ruiza forever. 7 months and counting. XD says:
That pic is damn cool.
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
logically would u go to the east side?
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
at about 7?
Tara// Loveless. // says:
i am in the fucking east die
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
ur at marine parade aread
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
we're at tampines
Tara// Loveless. // says:
yeah yeah
Tara// Loveless. // says:
then when u all go town
Tara// Loveless. // says:
still no mention huh
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
-_-; tara
Tara// Loveless. // says:
i mean whatever man
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
we go after our class
Tara// Loveless. // says:
no message to ask if i wana go?
Tara// Loveless. // says:
nothing
Tara// Loveless. // says:
zip zero zilch
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
why u acting like this anyway
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
it's not like we go out big groups or anything
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
plus u always said got tuition and all
Tara// Loveless. // says:
ok fine
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
and we just go out randomly
Tara// Loveless. // says:
this is not worth the argument
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
sometimes even meet on the streets
Tara// Loveless. // says:
if u don want me around then so be it
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
no body say that ok
Tara// Loveless. // says:
i shant force myself into the group or anything
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
why are u sparking this up anyway
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
are u saying it's my fault?
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
dun assume like as if we don't want you. you're our friend k?
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
and i never said such stuff
Tara// Loveless. // says:
forgot it
Tara// Loveless. // says:
pretend i nvr brought this matter up ok
| : Hitsugi : | ????? ?: SORE FEET. - CYRUS- 1-3MOREWEEKS!. byebye milkshake says:
k

ok i duno if u'll find this very lor sor to read.
but this part of todays conversation made me real sad.
its like i don exist in their life la.
im not even there.
even when im silently supporting them from behind.
its always..
lets go out!
after class.
can u even ask me?
i ask you when im going out.
you all fucking dont
im fucking sick of this.
if you all dont like me around why dont you say so
instead of just acting nice to me
i'd appreciate truthfullness
not fake smiles and laughter.
im serious here.
im not trying to kill our friendship.
but ur the one who told me that if there is a problem i shouldnt keep it inside.
oh wow.
and now when i talk about it,you say why am i making this small matter big.
im not trying to make it big.
ok well.
i admit it is my fault too.
maybe i shouldnt have brought it up in a conversation with 4 people in it.
yeah.
its totaly fucking my fault.
fuck.
and now the way the sister is treating me is making my mood worse la.
fucking pissed already la.
why is today so fucked up?
i thought it was fine
until the mother said im getting obsessed with dolls.
whats wrong with looking at pictures of dolls?
i mean its about how u look for stuff u like right?
its not an obsession
u'll see
i'll get my doll and i wont let you hold or even touch him.
u said i was obsessed right?
well you too
why do u pamper the brother and the neice so much?
if you keep doing this
they'll be fucking spoilt brats
well not as if they arent now,
but they'll be worse
yea.
so what i expected to be a good day today..
has ended horribly.
-beloved

Tara went mad at 1:27 AM