[The Inane Mutterings of a Deranged Girl]
Friday, July 15, 2005


after o leveols they say
wait till u get out of school they say.
why do you need it they say.
this is a waste of money they say.
why do i want a BJD?
why cant i have one?
why cant i take a loan from you?
why do you get everything for the brother?
i said I WOULD PAY YOU BACK.
but nooooooooo.
you just have to refuse flat out.
when i showed you Xun,
you said he was so adorable.
and that you would consider.
if you're gona demoralise me and say im stupid
and that i probably wont be able to pay her back
you might as well don give me false hope that you'd LOAN me the money.
bloody fucker.
all of a sudden you come and scold me.
the brother just has to open his mouth and say I WANT THIS,
and you'd gladly give it for him
without expecting payment.
cant u understand me?
this is the last chance to order FCS from singapore.
after the o'd you said.
cant u wait you said.
i cant!
i've got till the end of july to order caritas.
he'd be my saviour i think.
from the way you treat me.
i think it really sucks.
now let my go cry in the corner.
good bye.


Tara went mad at 11:59 PM

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