Monday, June 20, 2005
fuck la.im damn pissed i have no idea why also.-angst-i know im a petty bitch at least i even admit it i know my personality is bad bad bad and i'm trying to control it at least i even try not like some people who dont even admit their faults if you say i suck and whatnot you have i'll just accept it.fucking shit im really damn angry la maybe its the boredom thats making me like this theres no one online whom i can really talk to cause i duno what happened to them school or something well there is someone but shes being funny and not talking to me guess who?some one from kc too we have the same interests she called me petty i said im a petty bitch then she suddenly went offline ok weird huh tsk i dont wana ruin this friendship cause if it really ends i think i'll be like damn sad cause shes really cute and funny and amuses me whenever im feeling down.except now that is.
ermmm forget it.i shant dwell on it too much when the time is right then maybe we'll speak again huh.ok i have a dental appointment at 2.30later sian.the ache will be back then i cant eat for afew days oh wow gee im totally happy cause i get to lose weight ok?yay happy happy happy.tara please lift up your lips in a smile.i said a smile not a grimace!
Tara went mad at 12:02 PM