Tuesday, April 19, 2005


oh man oh man.
my bloody mom threw away my precious raison detre crown.
=(
i spent so long on that.
i know it isnt nice and not at all like toshiya's original one.
but i kinda put in alot of time,effort,love and blood into it you know.
the worst thing was.
when i asked her "did u throw away my crown?"
she just shrugged and said NO.
i was like FUCK.
its only her that actually touches my stuff.
why cant she be honest to me?
its sick.
i really cant stand it.
everytime something goes missing,and i ask her.
she'll say she dono.
in actual fact she threw it away.
EURGH.
she taught me not to lie.
now look whos talking huh.
LIAR.
you fucking liar.
stop intruding my table and throwing away everything that i hold dear to my heart.
dont you ever fuck around my stuff again.
IM BEGGING YOU TO STOP.
you have thrown away countless things of mine.
i cant take it anymore.
i lost it all to you.
sigh.
whats next.
you'll throw ME out?
god i know i should be studying and all.
i just cant do it.
i wana quit school
i wana quit guides.
i absoulutely abhorr guides.
no not really.
but there are some guides that are pissers and make me hate guides.
in actual fact i love guiding.
its just that...
due to certain incidents,teachers and leaders.
my loyalty to guides is somewhat doubted.
yeppers.
the guide company does not trust me.
with the exception of the few that are my friends in guides,the rest.
SCREW YOU.
yeah.
im glad that im going to step down in guides soon.
YAY.
fuck that.
yeah anyway.
so sorry for this totally vulgar post.
im not feeling very good today.
i think its PMS.
my period ought to be coming soon.
yeah.
i feel fat.
i think i should go diet now now now now.
yeah i will.
my ideal weight is...57kg.
yes so i will go excersise and diet till im this weight.
ok anyone got any ideas how to slim thighs?
my bloody thighs are like tree trunks.
they're enormous!
god i cant stand it.
EE.
i must be as slim as toshiya.
OH NO.
maybe not.
hes a guy.
im a girl.
=.=;;;;
T.T
so someone tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pleaseeeeeee..

Tara went mad at 9:37 AM