Saturday, October 30, 2004


bahhhhhh just finished guides and personally..i hate teo hui lin..she is bias against me,a psl..gee i wonder what did the psls do to earn all this..now i wish i hadnt put ting xin and intan in psl coz she'll be bias against them too..well maybe not intan,seeing that she has 'potential'..okay wadeva i just dont have the passion for guiding anymore..maybe i'll still have it if teo hasnt been so bias against me tho..
just today she scolded me for not coming last saturday.i was sick dammit what do you want me to do?go there and spread the flu to everyone?no thank you just because im a PL in guides and "ought to set a good example"..take away my stripes why dont you..but hey i dont want you to do that coz im sec4 next year and i cant afford to lose all my points i EARNED in guides with my blood and sweat..it just isnt fair..how come she doesnt ill treat the prefects..coz they are the disiciplinarians of the sch?why do you just pick on the psls..i had complaints from my friends about this problem too...oh yeah,i earned my badges so why wont you give them to me?i have proven to be able to do firstaid and the total defenec shit so why cant you just give it to me?
why should i care about the lower secondry guides waiting to have my position?i have been present to EVERY goddamn guides meeting since i was sec1 unless i had something else on..this is the firs meeting i havent been present so shouldnt i have a little grace..oh wait i forgot..im a pl..the senior..whatever..i dont give a damn okay?
well why should they only blame me alone?the leaders a.k.a jeanette pong joo etc etc do not even inform me till the last minute that theres a meeting somewhere or another..sometimes i feel im not even part of the guides community...they always leave me out and they only come to me when they need help..gee am i a servant?only to be called when help is wanted?
now i wish i hadnt signed up for the guides camp..seeing people that i hate..man this sucks..but im going to have fun during the camp i wont care if the teachers and leaders put me down already..
hmm lets not talk about guides anymore..itz getting me angry..
HEY WE GOT FIRST IN SOFTBALL!!!YAY!!!!wow was so happy man..plus we got first for rugby too!to think we wanted to forfeit that..haha and we got second for floorball and telematch too!haha shiawase dayo!captains ball..lets no talk about that ever...haha last..horrible
woo and im promoted to sec4 next year..im really thankful..im gona study hard next year and not slack!well to people who have to take retests for one thing or another,good luck okay?study hard!we must graduate together next year!!!!!
okay im hungry and i hate the molar bands on my teeth..they're cutting my tongue on the inside and it hurts like shit and makes eating so hard..haha and the injection was so painful!i actually cried!arghhh...-dies-porridge..here i come!
ja ne!
oh yeah i just wana say im not cheapo okay!haha-looks at rebeltawn-

Tara went mad at 3:24 AM