Friday, September 24, 2004


exams are starting and here i am bloggin...shit what the hell am i thinking..just heard something from matilda and itz really sad...accidents happen so easily and life is precious..so i'd better appreciate ALL my friends in case they go before me and they last thing i do to them might be something i regret for life...sigh why are humans so fragile..so to all my frens qho actually read this pathetic blog of mine:
you girls should know that i love you...im pissed sometimes and appear to be PMS-ing so you dont disturb me...but i just want you to know i really love you all in case anything does happen unexpectedly..

my english is on monday..great i wonder what they is to study man...haha fuchar we did english oral today...sigh lingesh was trying to be funny...yeech I HATE HER!!!!!!!!hahaand well took half an hr to wrap my table...after that staggered all the way home with four files...-dies of exhaustion-took a nap haha discovered something weird..

that guy from moonchild...ermm cant remember his name..taro somthing?yamamoto?yamada?ermmm anyway,he acted in this porn show..ewwww hentai hahaha was kinda shocked coz i found him kinda cute in a weird way in moonchild and battle royale...haha

well planning to start my cosplay straight after my EOY's..haha plus im gona get braces!im freaking scared of extaction coz one fine night i had a dream...that i bled to death coz my blood did not have any clotting agents and i was like shit is that really gona happen to me...oh no!and whats worst is that i have to extract four teeth!!shit fuck...hahaha

oh well this is to one person only..so shoo if your not that person...haha and now your thinking how would you know if your not the person right?-slaps myself-hahah forget it....
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hey i read your blog and finally know how your feeling...i tried to talk to you but it just wasnt the same as the past...it felt weird like we just met?and we didn't know anything about each other...so it was kinda hard for me..hope you understand..with you going out ang hanging around so many people that i dont know i feel kinda left out sometimes...we used to tell each other everything but now we dont..we dont even talk much...maybe itz coz i dont see you often..well i just hope that you will study hard for your N's now and not to worry about anything okay?you know i still love you alot and my love will never waver...-this is not a lesian kinda thing if your thinking that way!shit this is cheesy haha-

well this is dir en grey's hotarubi..i havent actually heard the song but the lyrics are just so hauntinlgy beautiful..im feeling poetic today...haha hence the descriptive words man!!!haha i gotta practice my english!!!!okay here it is-------->

Hotarubi
Lyrics: Kyo Music: Shinya

furu boketa shashin dake ga
hi wo kasane yuku
hi wo tomoshi kazaguruma de
ayashi namida ga

kago ni yurayura yureteta
akago waratte

ra ra sayonara
ra ra yoru ga fuke

anata aishita kono ko ni
anata kasanete
anata ima soba ni yuku wa
kono ko to futari

ra ra sayonara
ra ra yoru ga ake

minamo ni ukabu anata dake senjou no naka utsushidasu

kaze ni naru kamikaze wa
yami no naka e kiete
saikai no yoru ni saku
hotaru no hikari

kaze ni naru kamikaze wa
yami no naka e kiete
saikai no yoru ni saku
yuritachi no sugata

kaze ni naru kamikaze wa
saikai no yoru ni saku
hotarubi to yuri no hana

Light of the fireflies
Lyrics: Kyo Music: Shinya

Only the dusty old photographs,
days pass
they lit the fire
with the pinwheel play with the child, the tears

rocking back and forth in the basket the baby laughs.

aa, goodbye
aa, the night wears on

the divine wind loses its divinity
and disappears into the dark
the light of the fireflies which spring
up on the night of our reunion

I see the image of you in this child you loved,
I'm going to you now, with this child in tow

aa, goodbye
aa, the night comes to a close

only you appear in the midst of the battlefield floating on the water's surface.

the divine wind loses its divinity
and disappears into the dark
the shapes of the lilies blooming
on the night our renuion

the divine wind which lost its divinity
the light of the fireflies and the flower of the lily blooming
on the night of our renuion.

haha gotta take the dog out now....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and i love you all okay!just hope you'll keep that in mind!!

Tara went mad at 9:24 PM