Sunday, September 19, 2004


well havent updated in a long time..nothign much to write i guess...haha frens going out without me so what can i do?stay at home and slack..ttz all i hate my fucking life..i hate humans...im in a bad mood now in case ur wondering...im always solitary have no frens around me all the time even if they are around me they'll ignore me itz kinda irritating do they think tt i have no feelings huh!?fuchars..im anti-humans now so dont try to provoke me..im sorry i really mean thins but i'll just blow ur head off like shit...

Akuro no oka
Lyrics: Kyo Music: Kaoru

ano basho de deatta ne ima de wa mou nani mo dekinai keredo
kono machi de deatta ne ima de wa mou dare mo aisenai keredo

kimi wa ima ano oka de futari de mita kono sora wo mitsumeteru
boku wa ima kono sora de futari de ita ano oka wo mitsumete

kareru hana ano koro no you ni mou ichido dake de ii kirei ni sakitakute
kono yoru ni kokoro mo risou mo yami ni tokekomu semete konya dake demo
kimi no soba de

ano basho de kimi to deai subete wa hajimaru ima de wa nani mo dekinai
kono machi de kimi to deai ima de wa dare mo aisenai kimi to futari de
mata ano oka e

kareru hana ano koro no you ni mou ichido dake de ii kirei ni sakitakute
kono yoru ni kokoro mo risou mo yami ni tokekomu semete konya dake demo

tsunaideta yubi ga todokete fukaku shizumi yuku boku saigo ni mita kimi wo
aishiteta kanawanai yume akuro no oka de matsu kimi to nemuritakute
samenai yume

kako wa nido to modorenai keredo umarekawari kimi wo sagasu kara
sono toki made boku wo matte ite keredo ima wa ano oka ni wa mou....

The hill of acropolis
Lyrics: Kyo Music: Kaoru

we met in that place, didn't we. Now I can no longer do anything but...
we met in this town, didn't we. Now I can no longer love anyone but...

now you are on that hill, looking at this sky which we saw togehter.
now I am in this sky, we were there, looking at that hill.

the withering flower, like that time, even once more would be enough, it wants to bloom beautifully.
on this night, the heart and ideals melt into the darkness, at least just for tonight,
by your side.

meeting you in that place, everything began, now I can't do anything.
meeting you in this town, now I can't love anyone, with you again
on that hill

the withering flower, like that time, even once more would be enough, it wants to bloom beautifully
on this night, the heart and ideals melt into the darkness, at least just for tonight
our interlocked fingers loosen, I who am sinking deeply loved the you I last saw
a dream unfulfilled. I wait on that hill. I want to sleep with you, a dream unawakened.

the past may not return but in my rebirth I'll search for you
so until that time wait for me, but for now that hill is still...

well this song is stuck in my head now...itz really beautiful...i want it to be played at my funeral alongside with ain't afraid to die..a lil poem by me

drowning
im drowning in my train of thoughts
nothings gona help me thru this
no ones bothering
earn my wrath
and you'll suffer

Tara went mad at 11:51 PM